Jordy. 15. April 2nd. GaGa's biggest unseen fan. Musician- Alto Sax. Piano. Music, Poetry, Art, Fashion Lover. An entertainment port (; Hai Sing Catholic Secondary, 1e4 2e4 3e4 4e4. Damn I Love the Jag, The Jet and the Mansion
Kill your hearing, sound the bass Squeal in pleasure, touch the red Quartz glass That obsession, the hunt for the perfect tone Turn the volume to it's danger zone Change that EQ, increase the treble level Sound so sick, feel your soul in revel It's power to change the ambience, from a bus to a banging dance club Shows the beauty of sound, the poem's nub. -Jordy wants heartbeats or monster by dr. dre.
Wants to LICK THESE BABIES
MonsterBeats by Dr. Dre (Headphones) costs a good $360 while Gaga's collaboration Heartbeats (Earpieces) costs $240 Damn shit.
SO first day of Secondary 4 wasn't THAT dreadful A full day of slackeroo and to put up with Mr. Choo's boring tactics successfully got away with hair checks, untill before band in the Hall. whatever. Band (urgh) rushed us AGAIN Couldn't eat my Burger King in freakin' peace Walked and played like little ******* after band, pranking Jasmin and Peichin from their behinds with Siti Thomas Cheryl Jing-a-ling
WE NEED TO GROW UP FOR GOD SAKES I DON'T FEEL LIKE A FREAKING SEC 4 DUDE
Anticipating BATAM! I need to find some good shades. o.o
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Only a year apart, from that big decision Something I've been dreading to envision What choice should I make? Search my deep heart It'll determine my path, should I make works of Art? Theatre, Performance, Architecture, Fashion Design All my Loves, a single intertwine Where's my inspiration? The spark of life The modeler, something with a carving knife To shape my ambition into a realistic career If only I could look into that celestial crystal sphere To see my future, If I made the right choice Do I fail in life? Or a perpetual rejoice(;
They say worry about today, tomorrow we'll find out If we have lived our days to the fullest, something I most certainly doubt. - the usual
It's Aunty Marissa's Birthday! So last night, there had to be a midnight celebration. Chimes(: The only pub I have ever been to, lawl And the only one I know where kids can order booze, erm, legally, i guess (; J.D, Chivas, Red wine. The traditional cola~
At the stroke of Midnight, we went to sing Happy Birthday to Aunty Marissa, Chimes was classy enough to dedicate a song or two~ Cut the CAKE!!
The pool table was hogged by some professional ball pokers.. So forget it, Aldren brought Me, Ronnyl and Michelle to another place to pool at Katong Shopping Centre, Kayne and family already went home around 1?
And dammnit, I was owned-.-
Came back to the pub and they were already closing at 2,
Said bye, xoxos and Cabbed home for supper SCHOOL'S 2 DAYS AWAY EEEEEk Anticipate the friends, definitely not the stinking school and curriculum and teachers.
MINI WOK MEE POK
Friday, January 1, 2010
Sis, Kc, Aldren, jam to Jumpsuit Apparatus Face Down The streets outside, dark and lonely, a ghost town A House party, the glass clanging, I see Vodka Took a plastic cup, Fruit Punch, mixed it, Voila The the TV's switched on, the countdown's about to start Something's thumping, I hear my pounding heart 3, 2, 1, raise the glass The time is here, alas "Happy New Year" a sudden sonorous blast 2009, a Dead hand of the past Embraces were automatic, thousand kisses to the cheek The crowd went wild, where're my friends? Felt like I was playing Hide and Go Seek
The party picked up its pace, continued to dawn Ate another plate of tropical prawn Does it even feel like a new year has spawned? - J.K
!2010!
Oh my that's fast.. God Its Three freakin more days to school. A new year to celebrate....what?....the Os Shit
2009 was a great year. Somewhat emotional, a very soul searching year. Yet I've not finished the search yet. So, wish me luck!
House Party at Tita Bing's was Loud, wild, and... Loud? Carried on untill 3 in the morning. Got my very first taste of Vodka. Woah strong stuff, mixed with 2 parts of Grape fruit Punch. Im a wiener, 4 cups of that stuff started to make me feel giddy Grow a larger Disco Stick, Jordy
I need a Piano...Cheryl took away my baby, The Fame Monster. );
I LOVE YOU ALL, MY FRIENDS. I WANNA LICK ALL OF YOU.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
I'll name 2010 as 2009 part 2.
The Coliseum's cheer of a 100 thousand-strong stampede The pyrotechnics, spotlights, dancers at full speed A Diamond studded microphone at hand The booming bass, "please, stay script with the band!" I love you Rome! teased the familiar Star Swinging around his Disco Key-tar Cause when dreams are made, a fantasy recreate Making you feel like Alexander, the Great Don't ever give up, you hear them say Doubts arrive, then you think to yourself, "or is this just my mind going astray?" - the insecurity plagued guy
Its here everyone.. Its today The 31st day of December.
Yikes.
Yeahyeah, happy new year. Whats happy about school... ): Anyway, Batam's a week away. Holy shit i can't wait Peichin's back from Sarawhack.
Shopping later, after which Church for thanksgiving then.. PARTY.PARTY.PARTY
I'll be hyper at the party, yeah sure
But a part of me will dread the countdown~ urgh.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Something isn't good if It's good sometimes Love leaves you in confusion, a daze, a breakup online. With little to spare, even if it all works out It could fail the test of time, swimming like a spotted sea trout Why seek joy in that fickle game? Leaving your heart vulnerable, a corrupted insurance claim I'd rather be on money's Hall of Fame Where there will never be a sense of shame Buy your way through to win over your own heart D&G, Coach, Vivienne Westwood ; colours from the entire colour chart.
Cause love's a selfish game While Money assures never to blow out that candle flame - J
ANOTHER FAT BUSTING DAY.
Herny came down for band today. Band was terribly boring, i guess, its the company that matters.
Afterwhich was Fish&Co for Lunch, Chowder's outta this wordly-nice Holy shit I want the creamy taste on my tongue NOW ciaodah <3
Cheryl had tuition at 3, so sad cause she didn't join us for another round of childish fun, Went back to SCHOOL (i know, like wtf?) Played the Piano. Mega Ice&Water in the dark empty Hall. "Karaoke"
Participators : Jordy Jasmin Siti Rachel Thomas Jing-aLing
Me, Siti and Jasmin tried our hand at singing the harmonized acapella version of Bad Romance. Sorry, couldn't stop cracking up. Lawl. Vocal bliss untill we got home.
So tired I thought I was paralysed
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Your legs are tired, your feet sore Yet you lay arest, your heart in heavenly galore The road IS hard, treading a path of hell But you know you've made it, touch a dream, you can tell Cause a Gem needs polishing, with friction, not with a velvet cloth The same way we shine at the end of trials, definitely, not through sloth. -Jordy
I'm a perpetual latecomer. Late again for another freakin marching session. Band sucked the sexy life outta me.
But of course, invigorated by another course of Mushroom Swiss.
Afterwhich, Jasmin, Siti Panta Pong and me, went to a "nearby" playground/fitness corner for a short "while", after sending Rachel Tanya Thomas( & Friends) home Forced Jasmin to climb monkey bars and play Ice&Water. Childish fuck i know. (;
God made a miracle today, cause Jasmin did exactly that Perspired a good 10kg off my waist. I swear the playground ground (o.O) is sogged with our salt water. A colourful sponge with metal architecture. And 3 bacteria lifeforms
Did a la "Survivor" challenges like Who can hand on a bar the longest. omg.
Did i mention Cleo saw us, huh, Jasmin and Siti. She saw us. Freakin didn't see her. She must be thinking whether we were from the Metta School with our uncanny uniform resemblance..
Ow.
Oh yeah, while you're here, do me a favour yeah? Head on and listen to my FL Studio Production. Its really short i know, didn't have the time to complete and its done on the Demo Version, with no Saving options. Rate, Comment, Subscribe!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPHCVIcWWKw
Monday, December 28, 2009
Don't give me love. Give me money.
In the dark night, when demons arise Keep your heart safe, they'll eat you alive. For they thrive on your tears, your fears, your fright. Only then will you see your light. When you punch them back down, into the night. -Munochakalabuncho(me)
My lousy days are so freakin' lousy. ewww.
Band is a choke-hold. Homework's a strain.
But my friends don't come in vain
Seriously.
Okay, My blog its psychotic. No, me, Im psychotic. I think i hold the record for the longest "between existing post" interval period of all Blogtime. Shooobedidooah.
Found out this genius genius genius software. FruityLoops Studio.
There was Band today, marching and more freaking marching.
I feel weird blogging. Oh please. So awkward im getting chills down my spine. I shall stop.
Hi Jehan, appreciate the tag down there.
xoxo.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Baby Loves to Dance in the Dark.
Please leave a tag on the Puke-colour-like-yellow Tagboard, if you see this post. I need a vote.
*prances around in a Ballet Tutu*
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Feeling very... Reminiscence-sque
going through people's blogs People who were part of my chiteenhood, from Primary 1 to present times. (The term i stupidly came up with which refers to both periods from childhood to teenage-hood(?) combined ) Tracking their lives now, updating the memories with those special people i've met even before knowing the word Bittersweet ever existed. Golly. And of course writhing in digust by how i looked last time. like. WHATHEFCUK.
Come on, whats worse that two-fingers-above-eyebrows bangs slapped on a face i didnt even care of checking in the mirror.
Okay, so today had an outing with Cadence and Jinggy. yeah. at last. lawl. Initial plan to watch Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen, bowling before that.. and yeah we did , plus a little arcade here and there. I swear by the name of Munoblaschekukucha that my index finger would start growing sideways cause of intensive and repetitive shooting of plastic fake guns on a virtual screen.
House of the Dead 4, FTW yeah babe.
It was a relatively fun day with them Can you believe it, like Me and Cadence We haven't even started on homework. Holiday homework. Like, not-even-writing-our-names-on-the-paper-Bad. (nor the dates. I never write dates. Those dates are not merry dates.i dont want to remember them, nor recording them down.lawl) Movie was Cool. Any action, just throw it on me. Mega Fox's eyes are just...waow...drool worthy. I WANT FREAKING BLUE EYES FOR GOD'S SAKE.
HSCCBand's SYF Celebration in Seoul Garden on Wednesday was Superb. awesome. The food. The fun. The Arcade. Gosh, arcade junkie much..
i adore my band seniors. and alumni Nono, cancel out seniors. Just alumni. im a senior. they've already graduated..so yeah, not seniors, Alumni. okay...Jordy, you're talking to yourself again...
shush.
One more thing.. Its kinda suicidal to allow student back to school next Monday.
from 180+ cases and then skyrocketed to 315 in a week is just.. death sentence.. Dont' you agree?
OH OF COURSE YOU DO. UNLESS YOU'RE A MEMBER OF MOE, YOU HAVE TO AGREE.
The Fruit of my Personality Test. Fruit? > Jordy? you must be kidding me. Your crazy already. wtf, Fruit?
Friday, June 12, 2009
I shall unfortunately update my Blog, again. For the sake of muting frequent yappings and nags which apparently kept me awake at night.
sheesh.
* Stares at the screen * 'MyBittersweetlife' is soo cliche. Too cliche. I despise myself for being so damn close-minded in the past(: The phrase paints a '10 year old girl writing on her pink feathery diary-or pet flamingo(?)-late at night' picture in my mind.
So, Yesterday was band. It was fun to let go from whatever that was keeping me so together and serious after band. School -freakingly budget, only willing, or not, to throw in a Ten Dollar Note for SYF Seoul Gardens lunch cum celebration- had an electrical thingy-thing. So lights off in the band room.
nice.
and retarded.
Maybe the school even forced the teachers to work in the dark. Ohhhkkaaayy....................................
Havent been going out much.. no, not much, AT all.
Ikea only, forgot which day. What the heck. With Hui Ru, Peichin. Pei Chin can technically die now. Since fulfilling her life long wish to savour the tender (meat)balls of the furniture megastore before flying off the SaraWHack.
Told you guys i shouldnt blog. Its totally ridiculous to match me up with blogging.
Its like,
Catholicism and Demon rituals. Distilled Water and Urine. or ice would be more civilised and less grotesque
Speaking of Demonic...
Living for the demonic look woo~
peace off
Before i go, here's something that may bring your day to an Epically happy ending, or just make you have seizures of disgust, vommiting till your slumber. No nudity, like anyone wants it..
Hmmm, strange, dont you hear Carrie Underwood singing " I Told you sooooo" in your ears?
Once again, i sincerely apologize if i have ashamed Joe during the publishing of this video, or have caused him to lose some Fanatics.
*sniggers*
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Oh Shit.Ifeelitcoming.
SO, the outing with clique+pcj went...erm, a little haywiry and a tad-bit waste of damn time(: Not ALL of it. Im just kidding! Cause SENTOSA was the initial destination. but then, well, y'know, Prices soar like freakin' rocket high in that island.
Figured that you have to be a millionaire to skip happily and prance around over there. Taking every ride would be fun, If i had the DAMN MONEY.
Okay, so met up with Pc and Jasmin on the bus and alighted at Pasir Ris Inerchange. Went to VivoCity first, where Candy, Jinggy and Wei Yi caught up with us.
Wasted $3 to Sentosa, and another 3 hours there. what did we do? I have no idea. Seriously, the only thing i could remember was taking a tram ride to Siloso, found out that it sucked cause half/almost naked people were staring as us- Full clothed homosapiens baking ourselves on the sand. Apparently, we were afraid they would come running to us and tearing off our clothes. Fantasy or nightmare, we just left the place, took the tram ride back. god. Saw Hui Ru and gang, A couple of Indian men took our pics, and this morning i saw myself naked on the front page of the Strait Times. Nah just kiddin'.
Left the damn Harper's Island ( dollar by dollar was my wallet murdered for) and went to Gv @ Vivo to watch XMEN ORIGINS : WOLVERINE.
cool shit. no hot ladies though. Just a sparkly-diamond hard skinned chick.
Did photoshoots way on the top of the waterparks. Had truckloads of fun, and games, and laughter, and definitely SWEAT.
Went home at 10.45 hit the shack!
And the holy side of me praises God for letting me live another day! (Well, technically, its not a day 24hours yet. just 21 hours. but, yeah, thank you God(: ) pictures at Pei Chin's Jasmin's Jinggy, Candy's blog(:
My mind has been building boundaries around itself, to resist self-demoralisation. but beneath those barriers lie something else.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Its Done. Its Finally Done.
GodDamnit. It feels like a prisoner watching the glorious sunset Sun after 5 years *yeah right Jordy, nice on the exaggeration*
The exams are over yo, well, almost. D&T's the remaining shit. Such a splinter in blue eyes. Major spoiler, but i dont really care. So..
Interesting bunch of friends i have, During the exams we go out constantly after every paper. Not complaining about that(: and when its the 'last' (screw dnt once again) paper, we go straight back to our homes. Prancing on our beds, well, thats what i did when i went back to mine.. *sighs* Clique, adorable clique, i REALLY want to pinch your cheek.
Tomorrow's my first Church Band meeting. Oh yeah, i joined the Music Ministry in my Church for my 'religious-class graduation' project. As a Saxophonist. cool eh, amidst the guitars, basses and drums and piano, pops out a jazzy tone. unique.
McKey didnt win Photo of the Week, for this week(lawl)
HOT
Analeigh did, urgh. yeah, its nicer...whatever! URGH
Bottom Samantha. I thought it was cool though.
Im bored...
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Oh golly. im here, back again.
From almost-perpetual hiatus-ness(?)
Im currently very, VERY annoyed with Jasmin for not responding to my calls or smsing. Im imagining throwing her into a rainforest and letting titanic red ants chew on her flesh.
JASMIN I NEED THE HISTORY NOTES! ugh.
So today was chemistry. (Im in the midst of mid years.asshole)
and chinese compo and letter writing. I swear i didnt give a damn about what i was writing about. Filling 500 square boxes with chinese literature is daunting enough. screw content.bah.
I've been watching America's Next Top Model *grins hornilly* and i adore this babe right....below...here.
MCKEY! As in, Mac-Key. Whoooooo. Hawt! HawHaw
SO.... Today, after the papers, Me, Pei Chin, Jasmin and Siti went to eat Lasagna.. which was really, really, beautifully tasting.
gah...
And we 'studied' (;
Stupid me! I thought its gonna be the Bio Papers tomorrow. But noooooo~ Its History.
And yes, i didnt bring home the freakin' notes. Home sweeeeeeeeeeeet home, yeah?
Im, off to some impatient waiting. Goddamnit!
One last thing.. SCREW SWINE FLU. you sucker disease.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
HEY MY DEAR OL' BLOGGY!
*dusts my posts* *sneezes at the dust* Okkaayy. obviously, it has been ages dear virtual diary, and..ahem..some how i miss you. great. you must be loving me more. Okay, so don't expect me to pick up where i left off.
*pauses to listen, silence.*
Okay, here's a riddle for you ghost-readers. What you call a Blog which has no readers?!
nobody?
anyone?
Fine. forget it. The answer's supposed to be "Jordy's"
wtfuck. that wasn't funny. godamnit
Okay, so im back! from outer space~ I dont have a sad look upon my face~
In fact, im really vulgar now. so, please dont mind my R21 ratings.
Its the March Holidays again..!
Yeeeeheeeeeeeeeee? whatever.
What the assholic hell do Holidays serve for us students. Nothing. Precisely Nothing.
Somehow it just thrills teachers to issue us holiday assignments. imagine...in the staff room...
*Mr Surin with bartop babes struts in* *He says, " Oh golly! Its the March Holidays! You know what it means!?"* * the teachers stare at him, grinning from ear to ear, nodding like faithful dogs to their owner* *"Give em' the assignments!" He shots as he grabs a babe and spins her around* *The teachers throw their who-knows-what work desk paraphernalia up in the air* *And mr gng's so happy cause he doesnt have to suck in his cow belly infront of us for a week that it triggered uncontrollable spasms that leaves him vibrating in his chair. maybe foaming in the mouth*
Wtfuck. That must have been the lamest shit i have ever said or thought of. sorry, you have to understand, that im doing this on a Sunday morning, 1.23am my thoughts are serverely erratic during this period of time.
Life's good. Somehow. Wednesdays suck. The day somehow drains my life out. School's fine. I don't care. oh, did i mention!
I scored a 70 in english for CA1! Fucking great or what!? but a 39 for EEEEEEE maths >.< sucker ass. 71 for Bio Chem 68 for C.Humans idkwhat for P.History 66 for D&T 49 for Chinese >.< *a hopeless case, i think im even happy failing it* sorry china.whatever thats all i vaguely remember.
there has been LOADS of news. Parent-teacher's Dialogue was a drag.
My Dad found an Ipod during his bus ride. I bought a cable. But nothing happens when i plugged it in my PC. screw technology.
Let's see....i want an Iphone for my Birthday. 2nd APRIL. those who don't present me a presentable present shall suffer my wrath
Azarath Metrion Zinthos!
Teen Titans is currently my great obsession. Raven rocks. call me childish. I'll call you Hitler's grandmother.
Its late, my Mom's practically shoving me off this computer. i have damn religious classes tomorrow morning. gotta have some shut-eye.
I'll miss you so much dear bloggy. I swear i'll effing cry myself to sleep.
Hasn't this been the most crappiest post ever in the History of Crappy Posts?! Has it?!
HELLO!?
ANSWER ME JACKASS!?
sighs.
Im losing my mind.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Bummed.
cause of many things. Firstly, i was terribly sick on Wednesday.. thats when 2e4 had a gathering and celebrated the birthdays of Billy, Kip Wai and Lucas.
i wasn't there. bummer.
Secondly, school's a drag. I've adjusted well to the class but the periods and subjects are killing me. *grimacing*
Fine! I'll stop the ranting. Too much negativity in all my posts recently.
Life rawks Truckloads. *hohohoho. yeah right...*
So i've got a bad case of rashes, some viral infection. and it was gone mysteriously on the night of infection. went back to school.
And was surprised by the concern of my class.. people asked what happened and all. i i just smiled at them and told them "rashes" what a great way to show gratitude.
okay.
oh gawd. I cant remember what happened after that on Thursday. damn.
So today.. *ahem* Woke up.. The air was surprisingly cold i almost asked myself if my family secretly flew me off to Switzerland or something....
no sadly. was still in the little red dot.
Cold.brrr. 21 came exactly when i reached the bustop. Today might be my lucky day. I'll skip the school part.(:
So the rest of the clique went to NAFA for some excursion. except Me, Cadence and Jinggy So jasmin was pulled in and we went to eat at the Korean Shop thing which till now.. i don't even know the name. we were literally....br....broke...
Mmm Hmm. Thats right.
So we went home cause we didnt know what to do with our lives after eatting.. i went with jasmin. talked about people committing suicide.
weird. i know.
So recently i've been hooked up on the Twlight Novel series.. which i borrowed from Jerlyn.. ahaha(: *exhales* and they rawk.
another pictureless post. yayee.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Okay i SUCK when it comes to keeping my blog interesting and regular.
*shows my signature finger-snapping a triangle and neck and head rotating attitude look* *does the 'W' whatever sign*
So im so glad its the weekends, and tomorrow im going to GYM with clique. Fats in my body, your going doowwwwwwwnnnn~
So, so far... 3e4's quite a teaser. We like teasing our weird Teachers. Especially Mr Chooh, our co-form. he's weird.
So im just like a new fish in a new pond I thought i would fit in, but i dont seem like im fitting in nicely. Let me describe my current during class, lets say 'emo', behavior..
EXCITED AND HAPPY after meeting clique in the morning~ Walked with Hui ru up to the class. Sat in my seat, said hi to Irwan and Chuwen with the sweetest smile i've got, lawl. well then, Irwan would start pushing or hitting my shoulder if i get lucky =.=, and my emoness starts. Im as quiet as an asshole and listening like i never listened to anyone before to my lessons. and inbetween lessons i'll be reading my twlight book, which i already have finished dorky~ And once in awhile where there's commotion at the back of the class where all the ermm...hyper people are, I'll turn my sad head back and look at what's going on with my already sleepy eyes, reminiscing the times in 2e4 where every part of the classroom is noisy.. I'll turn back and continue reading.
nahhh...im not that anti social~i'll talk to people around from time to time, but i wouldn't leave my seat..
Thus, im so gratefull there's RECESS and LUNCH i'll BOOM straight out and wait for Clique to gather. aww
Today i slept through the enter hour of MT lesson got scolded by Xie lao shi and sent to the toilet to wash up, where i waited the last 10 minutes or so for the lesson to end and i went back to the classroom.
oh gawd. im a loner a perpetual loner. EWWWWW me
i have a new aspiration, becoming a writer!(:
Saturday, January 3, 2009
OKAY!.
i don't know bout' yall but i think Sec 3 is gonna be one sucky year.
Just looking at the timetable is like WTF! school ends later on Friday!? to hell with it.
Damn i miss 2e4 like a motha **** >.< oh gosh the profanities. but seriously, i miss every single thing about the former class.
the people are warm, teachers too. Timetables are friendly...and i dont like the yellow windows in my CLASS NOW! it just reminds me of urinals and...well..urine.
As we go on....we remember...all the times we...had together....and as our lives change.... come whatever.....we would still be...friends forever.. ):
So yesterday's first day of school was a dread. the only moments i really enjoyed was with my clique. Before school we met, recess and after school. ass!
Well, at least my class didnt do the intro thing. standing up and introducing yourself to others. ewww. my phobia.
and im the DnT rep. woots.
So after !@#$%$%$#! school, THERE WAS BAND! yay!
No before that went out with clique to Ehub to eat at some Taiwanese Shop. resulting in us being late for band again.
walked to central with Peichin Hui ru Jasmin Siti and Fareha. haha. and we were imitating someone i shall not say.(:
went home.
So today smsed cadence and typed about things.... the heart is strong~ and WATCHED THE ASSHOLE VIDEO OF THE WORLD'S LARGEST ZIT. ewwness to the extreme gosh~.
im just waiting for my life to take a turn for the better.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Okay.
So last Friday...Went with Clique minus Siti ): to Changi Airport so finish up our homework..
and apparently we didnt. as i have expected. pics with idk who. It was fun (: Went to Cadence house. and her little bro hurt me ):
So yesterday there was band. screw marching. my nails on my feet were chipped off. and toes were sore.
So after the practice me jehan siti and jasmin happened to see Peichin and Hui Ru under the voideck. and blahblahblah.. Peichin was unhappy that Jasmin lost weight. weird.
So after Jehan went home, The rest of us decided to go to.. Red House. nothing much there. cause it was BRIGHT in the AFTERNOON. wasnt any thrill.
tortured my legs some more by walking all the way back to the bus stop. went home(:
and freak i havent even gotten hold of my tousers for next year. Any Sec 3 or Sec 4 boys can lend me first ? (:
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
SO!. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!
im busy setting up my house for the festive season. tomorrow.
Somehow..i hate Christmas. cause in a way, it reminds me how old i've become and to say byebye to a nice and familiar year of 2008. And part with memories~
what the heck. Christ will be born and im happy!
Have to go to church at 11.30 tonight. wearing nice stuff.
and the first time im going to wear the white tie Clique gave me for my Birthday. (:
Sighs..clique must be swimming right now.. and later watching movies at JW house. missing it for Christmas(:
damn~
and i haven't started on my homework yet. to hell with 2009
it now gives me less reasons to cry at night~
Monday, December 22, 2008
I found the answer.
All thanks to music(: and church.
Being in a church helps alot to clear your mind. You start singing the hymns and the problems just get swept away.
Im starting to treasure my life..the way i should be treasuring it.. and stop wasting my time beating myself for a flawed life
Im still having tinges of doubts here and there. would it get better?
So...I hear tomorrow's gonna be the class outing. but all the information are all left unknown. Good Luck Candy and Cyus ( :
Santa are you there? You should know what i want for Christmas ( :
bored~
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Damn.
when will i get my ass up to start on my homework. I've been thinking of alot of things..recently..
Things that people usually don't dwell on. things that keep pesterring me things that keep me staring on the ceiling because i couldn't sleep.
I've always thought of myself as a very happy person. Spreading the love everywhere i go. Im always concentrating on how would people see me in thier eyes. how would i appear to be.. some people even describe this as vanity.
but all my life..i've been convincing myself that that's who i am. A guy who enjoys being happy all the time. who wants to stay that way all his life.. A guy who wants everyone to be happy. and be as high as i can be.
and now..
its like.. Am i really happy? Do i really enjoy trying to be a great person all the time Why can't i be this....why can't i be that...
I know happiness is a choice. you choose to be sad or happy no matter the situation.
But as ridiculous as it sounds.. I'm feeling that i shouldn't be happy for my life..
I know im being selfish Im not thinking about the less fortunate people around the world. Who would die to be in my shoes and be happy.
I don't know if you guys have this feeling sometimes.. like you want everything about you and your life to be perfect. im sure you do.
I don't know whats happening.. im kicking a big fuss over my so called 'imperfect life' and its making me feel very very inferior. and its causing me to act like i've never acted before. and i don't know if its the real me.
You guys must be like... " What the !@#$ is he talking about?" or "Who the hell cares about your problems" or " OMG. like that only, you feel so bad" or "I've got far more worst problems than you" or "Is that even a problem? Everyone wants to be perfect..and your emo-ing cause you're not?" or lastly "Who the hell is perfect"
yeah i know. Cause im asking those questions too.
I'll just end off saying that i have many doubts about my life.
You can call me a freak or whatever. Over sensitive.
Its a blog. i post what i want to post.
(:
Saturday, December 20, 2008
TWILIGHT.
If you could live forever
What would you live for.
Quoted as the biggest movie since Harry Potter. I agree..
or maybe better!
I was a stranger to the books..i never read books..unless im forced to do so. and im so glad the Movie came out..so yeah~
So watched the movie On thursday. I was freaking late.
Supposed to meet Hakim Cyrus Candy at Pasir Ris Int at 12.20 and it was 12.40 already and i haven't even gotten onto a bus.
crapshit.
2pm movie..Smuggled in BK Shrooms Meal. haha.
Bella is sweet. Not pretty. (: and her acting rawks. Edward was...erm...angry?? well...he frowns like every 5 secs in the film. and his incredibly sharp jawbones and WHITE skin really made him look like a real vampire.
oh and did he put on lipstick~?
GREAT FILM.
So went to ZoneX..did nothing and hakim and Cyrus went home. Went to Plaza Singapura after meeting Cadence and ate Dinenr at pastamania. nice Fussilli.
Afterwhich we went to DANIEL'S HOUSE.
well..apparently me and Candy were so obsessed with Twilight we decided to act out the James and Bella part..Before Edward came in to save bella
Obviously, i was James. Candy, Bella.
Daniel was the director and Cadence was...ermm..the lighting and sound master?
Candy felt scared..cause my acting was too REAL..till she kicked me. and Candy it wasn't intentional to bite your wrist. i was getting into the character (:
went home..missed the bustop...and took 15 home..long ride~
Pics are with Candy!. blame her.
i suffer from low self esteem. its neither vanity nor jealousy. its eatting my ego
im scared to love myself now. whats happening. i wasn't like that before
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
The Skies are crying.
People are crying..
So Yesterday was World's Aids Day(: and i practically watched MTV for the Whole freaking day. I guess i dont have outings.. or i happen to not know about it...
Since the Holidays.. Ive been sleeping from around 3-5 am.. waking up at 12-2pm the next afternoon.
and i dont eat lunches. wow.
I want someone else's life. Someone courageous... Someone with Flair... Someone with confidence.. and make the best of my own life.. *stares at the TV cause Beyonce's Single Ladies MV is playing*
Wowwwwwwwww
Humans are Weird. or its just me?
ciao~ (another crappish posts)
Its like now i can't trust anyone anymore. nothing is what they seem cold plastic world. I now bear hatred and angst in my heart.. now why must i care when yall don't?
DISAPPEAR by Beyonce Knowles
If I beg and if I cry Would it change the sky tonight? Will it give me sunlight? Should I wait for you to call? Is there any hope at all? Are you drifting by...
When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared The more I think about it The less that I was able to share with you I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you You're nearly here And then you disappear (Disappear, disappear, disappear) You disappear (Disappear, disappear, disappear)
And then I lie all by myself I see your face, I hear your voice My heart stays faithful And time has come and time has passed If its good it's got to last It feels so right
When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared The more I think about it The less that I was able to share with you I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you You're nearly here And then you disappear (Disappear, disappear, disappear) You disappear (Disappear, disappear, disappear) You, you disappear
I missed all the signs, one at a time.... You were ready What did I know? Starting our lives.... Now my love, I'm ready to show
When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared The more I think about it The less that I was able to share with you I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you You're nearly here And then you disappear You disappear, you disappear You disappear, disappear
Sunday, November 30, 2008
I have lots of things to say.
but it dosent seem like those issues mean anything anymore
You'll just defend yourself when i speak my mind Not knowing that your own words sound so stupid that i dont believe they are coming out from YOUR mouth.
Why must I know you when you don't want to. isnt it the same.
You have always blamed us for not listening to you..what you had to say. Well, welcome to my world. Cause you arent quite a good listener too. oh wait you dont listen.
you just expect us to accept you LOVEEEE you for who you are.
your not the only one with a mouth
btw i bought Beyonce's Album. i just love her.(:
Sunday, November 23, 2008
WHO DO I HEAR IS
HER BIRTHDAY TODAY?!?!
*who*
*who* *who*
*who*
ITS CANDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!
Stay the always happy self and never ever get sad. If you do, THINK OF ME! Go kick some ass on YOUR 14TH BIRTHDAY! go girl~
*thanks for everything you do and for whoever you are.* *i really appreciate you around as a friend* *hope you'll remember me forever~ever~ever~* god bless you!
from Jordy~
Friday, November 21, 2008
Ayyyyyy
now i know its hard to write songs not much of the lyrics but more of the melody that's the problem. im not creative enough to come up with my own tunes luh~
Agh. And i have problems recording.
So today was 2nd day of open house. waste of time. the guests were not interested to listen to the band.
Ate school's lunch with Jasmin Emelda Fareha and Siti. talked shitly disgusting talk
and that was it. OMG.
and I have yet to buy I Am...Sasha Fierce. when...i dont know...
if only there was something in my life that is interesting cause its NOT.
a crap post i believe yall are thinking about.
One last thing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
DEAR JINGWEN!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE
and enjoy your 14th year
living in this dying world
love, Jordy
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Its A Weird Day.
Okay firstly, BEYONCE'S ALBUM IS OUT MAN. gosh all the joints are so cool. so personal so dance-ey so emotional so...beyonce. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalaa im crazy over her. and for a good reason.
To me, she's the one that makes REAL music. Up tempo or ballads.. Haters, hate yourself for hating her. such a stickup.*points the finger*
Go B.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CADENCE LAM XUE ZHEN!!!!
Okay..so there's band today.. Woke up late...to meet Jehan. and i didnt know yall were going to eat. so nevermind.. and we played many songs today.... very anyhow playing.(: *omg so broken*
And the eccenticity started from there... so Me Jasmin and Siti went to E-Hub. Bought sushi and went to KFC*ewwww* cause they wanted to eat there. and after finishing, we went toilet. *not together* i went to pee...and then this paedophilic man came to the urinal...staring at me. so i was pee-ing and peeked at him and he was hardcore staring still. wtf. so i ran out after i peed *and trust me i i told my p**** to hurry up*
and then i told Jasmin and Siti.. and when he came out...he literally stood metres away from us and continued staring at me. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i felt so exposed. ):
Okay then the second thing.
I was standing in the bus with Jasmin. then this group of dudes and dudettes were playing dare. doing crazy and embarrassing things in the bus with everyone looking.
Okay then i was talking to jasmin and halfway this one girl from that gang asked for my Hp. No. =.= weird. i said " why?" i already knew la stupid jordy.
came home..blogged(:
and omg guys.. go www.hotel626.com no porn.no virus. its a frickin' scary game.
i freaked out at level 1 =.=
CIAO!
here's one of the most sexual songs from beyonce. hAHA. its her asking a guy to take her naked videos(: LAWL
okay..so some people cannot view my posts through Internet Explorer. thats fine.go change to Mozilla.(:
Anyways its been a long time since i last posted.
The Class Chalet is over.. and i dont prefer blogging about it anymore since everone has the same post about the chalet BEFORE ME. (: so yeah. PICS OF THE CHALET DAY/NIGHT ARE ALL ON CLASS BLOG. there are so many im lazy to save(:
Yesterday had Band.. and Me Jehan Siti Jasmin met up at Fish & Co. for breakfast. Had a very late order. (:
Band's tiring.
and im tired of being so bored during the holidays. There's band tomorrow too. Yippee?
Sighs.
i miss you ):
Saturday, November 1, 2008
3e4.
Totally SADDENED. Know why. Here's why.
1) Clique( most of them) going to 3e5 next year.shit 2) There aint no Pure Sciences. 3)The class contains people which are plucked out from their cliques, resulting in them being quite cold to their classmates next year as they are singled out from the people they were closests with. 4) Continued from pointer 3...thus maybe making the class the most un-united class of the cohort.
trying my best not to think of it. but thats just NEXT YEAR.
But the thing is right, why do people, who's results are worse than mine, get to go into their first choice of classes which are e2 and e3 but then i don't get in those classes?!
Okay...so me and clique met up before going to School on Friday for Streaming results.
i was jealous i can say.
AND AFTER THAT~! Prabu BLANJAH Me, Cadence, Siti , Miko And Yee Ling to bowl! golly!
Yee Ling champion. i was jealous...again. hah.
anyways...So Jing Wen Candy and Wei Yi went home to change, they didnt bowl with us.. And we met up at IKEA to eat! and camwhore.
lazy to upload the pics....not now please):
bonded~~
Went back to TM and went home with Wei Yi and Jing Wen. Candy Cadence Siti went to walk around TM.
Went home, i was so tired i sat on my rattan chair and fell asleep. Woke up with my uniform transparent cause of my sweat. could see my beeeeewwwteeeeefffoooolll bod. hah.
forgotten to switch on the fan yeah. went to my room and continued sleeping.
this time i remembered to turn on the fan.(:
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Pissed
Fustrated
Sianned
Ughhhh. Could'nt go for the HSM3 movie with Clique and a few other guys. walau eh This taught me to not silent my phone before i go to bed. So when people sms me i know what's happening.
Sorry uh guys. i really wanted to go one. wth. Wasted one day with my dear friends.
